goodbye i'll always love you.

Sorry blogspot, i'm leaving you for tumbler.

fuck this computer.

At the moment i am on my old Desktop. IT GOES SO SLOW. I'm pretty sure 30 years went by and it just started up, it froze 10 time doing simple tasks like opening aim, and I'm mentally preparing myself for more frozen screens. and i wouldn't have to be on this piece of shit computer if i would get WIFI on my laptop. too bad my router we bought over the summer doesn't work any more. i guess we need to put 70 bucks aside every couple months for new routers. i love technology it works so well.

you know what sucks? life.

i want to curl up into a ball and die. every thing is wrong. the only thing that's making me happy right now is watching the nanny...how exciting. The only thing I've been looking forward to for weeks were 2 shows, one on Thursday and one on Saturday, but since i only have 5 dollars in my pocket i can't even go to those, i hate it, every thing is just going down hill.

good bye old blog.

I've deleted all my old blogs, because i don't feel the same way about any of it. I'm not trying to erase my past thoughts, only make it so no one else can see them. it's embarrassing to know you used to be a person you hate now. but at the same time it's beautiful to know we grow into people we want to be. even when life is the hardest we continue to grown and learn from the things we did, or didn't do. i may have regrets but i don't actually regret them, they have made me the way i am and I've come to realize i like myself a lot more then i ever have before. i like my friends even though they do make me angry some times, i like my life even though some things are not good about it. so for now, i am this person, maybe over time i will delete this post too.

oh hump, i hate you.

Some times i enjoy your company, i guess we'll call you hump for the sake of talking shit. but some times hump, you make me want to gauge my own eyes out and and eat them. your level of maturity out of 1 to 10 is definitely an extreme negative number. every time i confront you with a problem, you what ever me and pretend nothing wrong, like you're the one who's supposed to be upset with me. but in the long run if you wont talk about our problems as friends, our friendship will keep rotting from the inside until it falls apart. communication, does that mean anything to you hump? obviously not, but you seem to have a lot to communicate about me when I'm not there. hump straighten out your issues or this friendship will quickly sink.

blogs will be seen by the world.

When people blog on here. it's public, if it wasn't meant to be you would write in a diary or journal. so before you pour your heart out, your deepest darkest secretes, your twisted fantasys or give out names, remember that the internet is a public place, and some one will see. unless that's what you want?